I talk about my faith, my trust in God my Heavenly Father. Yet, this morning (11 o’clock) I’m having a panic attack because I’m expected at a “Big Breakfast” tomorrow morning (at nine). This is the first “Big Breakfast” since the Coronavirus pandemic started two-and-one-half years ago. As I’ve often stated, I’ve been a hermit. I do not want to be in a crowd of people—albeit perhaps only a small crowd and people I know. ~~ This is my Journal and I have to be honest about events in my everyday life.
Isolation isn’t healthy. Human beings are wired to be social creatures. You should get out more regularly. It will do you good.
Intellectually, I know I need to get out more BUT my body resists!! I “talk” to myself but my legs won’t take me out the door.