I talk about my faith, my trust in God my Heavenly Father. Yet, this morning (11 o’clock) I’m having a panic attack because I’m expected at a “Big Breakfast” tomorrow morning (at nine). This is the first “Big Breakfast” since the Coronavirus pandemic started two-and-one-half years ago. As I’ve often stated, I’ve been a hermit. I do not want to be in a crowd of people—albeit perhaps only a small crowd and people I know. ~~ This is my Journal and I have to be honest about events in my everyday life.