The words of a poem came to mind so I searched earlier blog messages. Not quite the exact anniversary of the previous message but so true of my current  situation. I’m introspective, you know. Did I make the right decision to leave JAARS?? Was it a wise decision to become a resident at CARE??

All that is happening and causing me grief
In light of eternity this period is brief
But for now it’s painful – this stage in between
What lies ahead and what’s already been seen

Heavenly Father, I want to trust you more
To fully know what you have in store
For your fearful and trembling child
Who’s prone to wander with thoughts running wild

Hold me steady, let me cry as I may
Read my journal for that’s how I pray
During this period of in between
What lies ahead and what’s already been seen

Above, only an excerpt; read the entire poem by Gail Boemker.